my life is BORING!!

i have NOTHING to talk about, nothing really exciting like love stories or strains/breakups of relationships because i have no boyfriend 'sigh' the school dance is coming up and im not exactly sure what im gonna wear, but i'll sort that out this weekend XP <----------- thats my new face (doon steal it or i will know and be on you like a fat kid on CARBS!!!) wth? never mind. 

i am having EXTREME difficulty drawing the other hand of this person im drawing and i am getting REALLY pissed off! grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! it's okay tho i will get through it.

what to type..... OH YEA! there is a copy of me in year 9 that has the same haircut, length and colour as me AND she has the same bag as me but her haircut is real crappy and she can't straighten it for sh** i am SO pissed that someone is trying to look like me!!! AH!!! 

lol me cat is sleeping in my jacket かわいい！ (which is cute in japanese XP) i just recently turned 15 YAY! and i am looking forward to getting my learners licence as soon as i get the road code and learn it. then i have to take the test lool (and yes i say lool cos it's kewler and when i read lol i think of how it sounds as a word not as 'laugh out loud' doon steal that 1 either!!) DUH! god i am SUCH a retard.

i LOVE a certain 2 people on youtube, they r SO funny and real hot but im not going to say who they r because then you will start watching them and then everyone will and i wanna keep them to myself. also because i'll be like "HEY I STARTED THAT!" and everyone will be like "AW WHATEVER!!" so yea HAHAHA!!! HA!!!

i really really really want a pair of pink doc martins because they are so kewl and i am GOING to get them! me and india also want to get our belly buttons pierced just because, i also want to see how much stuff i can get away with now that im 15... probably not a lot XP

hmm not much else to say, just like spilling my current life and plans for the future out 2 u lool

BYE BYE!!! 

itunes

Okay so i spent like the whole time after school going through my songs and organizing them. Like editing their albums and putting in album pictures... UGH! it's taking forEVER! and im STILL going! i don't have HEAPS of songs but i have enough to keep me busy for a while 'sigh' i guess i beter get back to it.... ugh.

what to write, what to write...

i hav no idea wat to write about lately. at the moment i am in social studies and india is right next to me XD we finished our work early cos we're KEWL and now we have nothing to do. a certain someone cough SHARINA cough keep going OH-EM-GEE JESS U NEED TO UPDATE YOUE BLOG!!! and i'm like I HAVE NOTHING TO WRITE!!! then shes like WRITE SOMETHING RANDOM!!! so i am. WELL now.... hmmm.... OH! has nyone seen that persons blogs on youtube her username is archmc2012 and everyone gets confused on if shes a girl or guy. shes a girl but ANYWAY!!! she made this REALLY mean blog about emo/scene kidz and DISSED THEM!!! what a bastard!!! it's kinda stupid to dis a whole group of people on the internet where everyone can see INCLUDING THE PEOPLE SHE IS DISSING!!! just to make a point, i'm not dissing her i just think she made a bad choice that pisses me off. I think she just wanted attention even if that meant getting hate mail... hmmm 

i'm gonna stop now

POSERS!!!

okay i'm gonna rant about ....

dun Dun DUUUUUUUUUN!!!!! posers.

there are HEAPS of types of posers but ones i absolutely HATE are the losers (mostly girls) that take moody pictures of themselves with horrible hair that they think is SO cool cos it's all messy (which they think makes them look hot/sexy) WRONG!!! they look so stupid!!! they have no idea that they are making fools of themselves and they post them on youtube, bebo, blogs and other sites like that.

then there are groups of people (maybe one or two) that do stupid poses in photos like the gun pose from 'Charlie's Angels' with their 'messy/sexy' hair and fugly makeup!!!! they think they. are. THE. shit. but they aren't! SOME posers try to match all their clothes to look even COOLER. Like wearing their mums old red dress that they think is retro with the same colour lipstick! NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! it KILLS me inside to see stuff like that!

another issue is that losers/posers do NOT know how to put on makeup. eyeliner for example, they get it EVERYWHERE! it makes them look like tarts! then the mascara is all over the top of their eye lids because they don't know how the fuck to put it on, or they opened their eyes to wide, too fast so they can take a picture of themselves looking 'cute and innocent' ARARGH!!!!

it. drives. me. CRAAAAAZYYYYY!!! 

what POSERS need to learn is that they do NOT look good in their pics and people are LAUGHING at the ones they post everywhere. 

it's sad really...

so for all you POSERS out there. stop doing what you are doing and be who you are. not what you want to be because you think it will make you cooler and more popular. it won't.

GUYS...

this is a BIG subject...

first I'm gonna talk about SCENE guys... aaaaahhhh... they are SO hot! I love it! the hair, the piercings on the lips, the clothes they wear... it's my dream guy! I also like the skater guys mmm...

BUT where i live none of those can be found so i have to settle for the alternantive=assholes.

ALL of my bf's were real discussing and would NOT stop texting me!!! i HATE that! i need some alone time ya no? once i'm going out with someone doesn't mean my whole life revolves around that person! i also want u guy that would show affection in public, like hold my hand or hug or kiss me on the cheek or some shit like that ya know? so u no he's into you. They are all like i love u babe when texting but when in public they barley speak to you! and that=awkward my friends.

some guys think they are SO hot that they can o whatever the FUCK they want! like go out with with than one person at a time, these people should burn in hell!

I think long distance relationships are okay if you really like the person and can trust them. but you never know what they are doing, they could be cheating on you and you would never know... I'm not saying that about everyone and not trying t screw up your relationships if it is over a long distance. I;m just saying it's possible for SOME people.

one of my friends recently found out that the guy she liked (who lives in a different part of NZ) has a GF and they were a couple! she didn't find out from him either! Sometimes i don't get guys. What my friend needs to understand is that if he hides stuff like THAT from her or even DOES that to her, that he is not worth it no matter what he has said.

DANCES.

WELL what happens at dances where i live is that all the year 10's are having fun in the middle while they year 9's (turd formers) are shitting themselves and wishing to go home.

the hot, asshole guys run around, look for the hot chicks and come up behind them. after dancing with their ass for a bit they turn them around and ask if they wanna hook-up or just go in for the kill without giving the girl time to react. then they either fuck off or dance with you more and ask for your number or u have to ask for theirs. AFTER the dance u find out that he has more than one number from the dance and it goes into 'elimination' to see what girl he wants to go out with.

me personally if i hook up with a guy i feel guilty if i hook up with another guy ya no? but that doesn't occur with guys, for them anything goes. ah cruel cruel rules of nature. don'tcha hate it?

OH! another thing with dances (just cos i can) all th losers and year 9's (hehe) hang out around the sides/outskirts of the main circle (that big group in the middle that's dancing) it's real funny cos all the year 9's get separated from their friends and they're wandering round the BIG circle looking for them. they;re all scrawney and little like fresh outta primary school. OMFG they are soo crack up! we giv  'em hell cos we all had to go through it, they don't DESERVE the pity! Lozzlez i no i'm evil.

SUMMARY:

scene guys & skater dyuudes are HOT!

guys in NZ are ASSHOLES!

long distance relationships can be dodgy.

if a guy cheats on you HE'S NOT WORTH IT!

rules of high school are UNFAIR!

phew that was my biggest blog so far. I'm quite proud! YAY!

COMMENT/REVIEW/WHATEVER YOU DO! (OMFG! that rhymed!)

SCOTTY VANITY!!!

If you have not heard of him. Look him up on youtube. 

He. Is. The. SHIT! he does these real crack up songs and they r so STELLER it's kinda like liam's music (he's a dyuude that dresses up like a chick called kelly and does real funny songs too) you can  look him up too, you have to look up "let me borrow that top" IT'S SO FUCKIN FUNNY!

Scotty vanity. I. Love. You. 

Fundraising

WELL. My japanese class is going to Japan next year and I'm SO excited!

BUT some of us want to fundraise for the trip, otherwise it's gonna cost us like $6,000... I no expensive aye? 

So we have to sell chocolate to complete strangers in weird  places of town. OMG! Me and Anna were selling chocolate and we came to this old laydy's house and she tried to get us to come and sit down in her LIVING ROOM and HAVE A CHAT! I kinda felt sorry for her cos she must have been real lonely. And then a CAT started stalking us!!! weird.

Anyway... back to the subject, we have to break our backs trying to sell this F**KING CHOCOLATE cos some fundraising people DROPPED OUT! Now we have even MORE chocolate to sell. On top of that we need to do bake sales at school (we had one today now my fingers are all sticky), sausage sizzles, car washes, delivering phone books and other cr**p like that.

it's ANNOYING, a MASSIVE time user and just ANOTHER thing to worry about!

UGH!